Do you ever catch yourself thinking about years that have past? What about years to come? Do you ever wish that you could go back in time, or speed things up? I think about both on occasion. When I find myself wanting something, or wishing something would happen I tend to look to the future where I might one day get what I am wishing for. An example of this is wanting to move away from my parents, and support myself and my family on my own. I am responsible for making that happen, and by attending college I am getting one step closer every day. Getting a good education means getting a good job. Most things in life are not handed to you, you have to earn them. I believe you have to work for what you want, and the only way to do that is by trying your best and working hard. When I look towards the future, I think of all the things I can one day have, but I do not wish it to come too fast. I like to enjoy the days I have; there is nothing more enjoyable then spending my days with the people I love.
On days when I am feeling a little blue or down I tend to think of the past. I think about all of the things that I have already accomplished, and all of the support I have had along the way. I love to think about when I was growing up, and how caring my family was (and still is). They have been my rock, and I would not be where I am today without them. I think about how it felt to be a child. How I never had any worries and my days were spent playing. Wasn't it nice to wake up and have no problems? All I thought about was what was for lunch or wondering where I was going to get to go that day. It was nice not knowing what the real world was about, and just being able to enjoy the simple days. Even though I look towards the future and think of the past, I do not wish for one to hurry up and come or wish to go back. I love my life, and enjoy every day.
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